New Testament
Inspired: Beautiful Quaker Words: James Nayler’s Deathbed
Testimony
There is a spirit which I feel
that delights to do no evil, nor to revenge any wrong, but delights to endure
all things, in hope to enjoy its own in the end. Its hope is to outlive all
wrath and contention, and to weary out all exaltation and cruelty, or whatever
is of a nature contrary to itself. It sees to the end of all temptations. As it
bears no evil in itself, so it conceives none in thought to any other. If it be
betrayed, it bears it, for its ground and spring is the mercies and forgiveness
of God. Its crown is meekness, its life is everlasting love unfeigned; it takes
its kingdom with entreaty and not with contention, and keeps it by lowliness of mind. In God alone it can rejoice,
though none else regard it, or can own its life. It is conceived in sorrow, and
brought forth without any to pity it; nor doth it murmur at grief and
oppression. It never rejoiceth but
through sufferings; for with the world's joy it is murdered. I found it alone, being forsaken. I have fellowship therein with them
who lived in dens and desolate places of the earth, who through death obtained this resurrection and eternal holy life.
Thou wast with me when I fled from the face of mine enemies: then didst Thou warn me in the night: Thou carriedst me in Thy power into the hiding-place Thou hadst prepared for me: there Thou coveredst me with Thy Hand that in time Thou mightst bring me forth a rock before all the world. When I was weak Thou stayedst me with Thy Hand, that in Thy time Thou mightst present me to the world in Thy strength in which I stand, and cannot be moved. Praise the Lord, O my soul. Let this be written for those that come after. Praise the Lord.
Thou wast with me when I fled from the face of mine enemies: then didst Thou warn me in the night: Thou carriedst me in Thy power into the hiding-place Thou hadst prepared for me: there Thou coveredst me with Thy Hand that in time Thou mightst bring me forth a rock before all the world. When I was weak Thou stayedst me with Thy Hand, that in Thy time Thou mightst present me to the world in Thy strength in which I stand, and cannot be moved. Praise the Lord, O my soul. Let this be written for those that come after. Praise the Lord.
Kenneth Boulding’s Nayler
Sonnets:
26. Who through death obtained this resurrection and eternal holy life
While
yet we see with eyes, must we be blind?
Is
lonely mortal death the only gate
To
holy life eternal—must we wait
Until the dark portcullis
clangs behind
Our hesitating steps, before
we find
Abiding good? Ah, no, not that our fate;
Our
time-bound cry “too early” or “too late”
Can
have no meaning in the Eternal Mind.
The
door is open, and the Kingdom here—
Yet
Death indeed upon the threshold stands
To
bar our way—unless into his hands
We
give our self, our will, our heart our fear.
And
then—strange resurrection!—from above
Is
poured upon us life, will, heart, and love.